By society, by hypergamous woman, FDS, AFBB and all the other BS we put up. So who hurt you, most people... it's why I am here I learnt from my mistakes...

Because of this it's more a question along the lines are you ready to open your Eyes because once you open them... There is no going back.

I was once told most guys are one Blow Job away from the plantation and NAWALT. Mayhap so but if you really take this to heart you never go back.

I am sad I will not have the love of my parents or grandparents... but you know that time doesnt exist anymore and did it ever really exist? Even back then a woman got married with half the story hidden. I heard about a red food colouring trick my aunt talked about virgins on their wedding night...

All I can say, in a manner that is as least bitter as I can must and being slowly forced here for 7 years, I hope I stay because the so called fairer sex isn't worth it.

Good luck brothers, stay safe and stay strong...