Last September when I was in school I fell head over heels for this girl fast, too fast. Going into it, I had trust issues about women but I put it aside and pursued the relationship anyways. I discovered this feed and it woke me up. I started seeing her for what she was. Began seeing her chameleon form. She wasn’t who I expected her to be. She came off as nerdy and intelligent but I realized that she’s lazy and impressionable, thinking she has everything figured out. The issue I’m having is that part of my mind is still attached to the idea I had of her while the other part is ready for complete mgtow. I even told her straight up about how my thoughts have shifted. My head and emotions are on the fritz. It’s as if I’m at war with my old blue pill thoughts about the pursuit of “love” and finding my “soulmate.” The reality is settling in that both of those ideas are horseshit and damn man... I just feel so fucking lonely. I’m sure you guys can relate, how did you overcome this?