The past year has been eventful. I was in three shitty relationships. After the third one, I figured all I need is to get laid, so I did. Despite that, something was still off. After days of trying to figure it out, I realized that, for the first time in more than two years (which was the time I started dating my first ex), I lost the need to get laid and be in relationships. This was due to the mere understanding of how life goes. Once I understood that I was desirable enough to do things, I lost interest in the idea of having an influential woman in my life. Now people come and ask, "Hey man, how you doing with girls lately?" and I don't feel insecure like I used to. I just know that I've been there and done that and it's not more important than my goals. Now I'm just trying my everything to lead a disciplined life and make the most of the challenges life has to offer. Anyone can relate?