I ain't no handsome man so the chances of me having a girl that genuinely desires me are close to zero. I am also a little bit fat, but working on that atm. I find it difficult to initiate conversation because I know that every girl out there is looking for a Chad, even the girls that I find attractive and they are only a 5 or 6 maximum, even the fat ones think they are entitled to some hot model. I can't even get a ons. Tinder is out, as I've had an experiment with 2 friends of mine - 1 with an expensive car and displaying wealth and the other one being tall and handsome. Guess who got zero matches whilst the others went out and fucked the girls from Tinder? That was a pill hard to swallow tbh.

I don't do hookers as I don't have 100 bucks to throw on 30 minutes of fun, I need to pay rent, my car, so that's that... but, mostly, deep down inside me the blue pilled beta wants a girl that will have sex with me because I am attractive to her, not because of my money.

It's been more than a year since I had sex with a girl whom I considered to be into me, but turned out she was into 3 other guys at the same time, taking benefits from every one. Because of her I found out about redpill and man going their own way.

Now I think of going full monk, focusing on my inner energy, meditating, learning and reading about ancient philosophy, mostly stoics and also buddhism and leaving the sex thing out of my life completly.

What's your take on the sex aspect? I know some guys here said no to women totally, others resort to escorts, whilst others go out and pick up women combining redpill, seductin and mgtow altogether.