Deep down inside i know and you know that we all have that fear of dying alone without a family of your own, ill admit that some nights i stay up at night thinking about how ill teach my son to stand up for himself and take him hunting and what not, but fuck that shit. Being a man from the gen z i know that women have pretty much fallen far from grace and seriously, i dont wanna sugar coat anything but being a gen Z myself i know how much social media has an influence in the image we have to maintain to be the "cool kids" or the "popular kids". Girls my age worship celebrities and instagram influencers who are narcissistic, egoistic thots and care about nothing but their self image and how they're perceived by people. Hell I've dated many girls since i was in highschool and i for a fact know that girls will date you if you're in the certain popularity spectrum. And i can say that i peaked in highschool but looking back i "cringe" because that wasn't me, i just tried my best to be the cool kid. Now being an young adult i realize that its all superficial, and everyone is fake, trying to keep up with trends that make no sense. I maybe young but I've dated enough women to know that they're all manipulative, cold creatures trying to keep up with an image. Social media is a big thing now. Everyone is on social media and trying to show their best image online, their best selfies, their best moments. But in the end its all just a fake persona that they create so that they can be "liked", "loved". Its one of the main reasons i deleted all my social media for over a year and I've never felt more peaceful about my life, i have no one to please. I dont even wanna get married because its a lost cause, and i know that society , family, friends are gonna pressure me into getting married or finding a girlfriend but im so damn sick and tired of falling in love with narcissistic women and their high expectations from me. Its sad when i think about it, no man wants to die alone, but i guess its a sacrifice we have to give in return for freedom, sanity and peace.