I was an incel throughout highschool and college but then I found the Redpill and started improving my looks and self-image. It was around this time that I also found the MGTOW forums. I was intrigued by the concept of a man taking ownership of himself and I also loved how women's bullshit was being constantly exposed.

Unfortunately I still was still an incel with sexual needs and so I used porn and even went as far as buying a sex doll. The doll was amazing but I ended up getting rid of it because of my stupid ego. I allowed women to convince me that a long term relationship was better and that I was pathetic for watching porn and using a sex doll.

So fast forward a couple of months and I ended up hooking up with a girl I had met on Tinder and it turned into a long term relationship. As an incel I couldn't believe that I had just gotten laid! This girl was truly amazing in bed and she always went along with anything I wanted to do. I was hooked and completely under her spell but can you blame me? Imagine going from a kiss-less incel to having a pounding a girl in ass while she calls you daddy. It's the stuff of dreams.

But them this girl started to change. She started poking fun at my weight, making disrespectful comments about me and men in general, not respecting my time, creating a scene a public, testing my boundaries etc. I'll put my footdown and she'll apologize but then she'll do something else to piss me off. She also has these social justice warrior tendencies that drive me insane.

I never thought I'd say this, but I miss being a MGTOW. Fuck I miss being an incel. It's sad but everytime I'm with her, I just think about how much bullshit could be avoided if I just hired an escort or if I still had my sex doll. I know that sounds pathetic, but other than sex there's not much I like about her. She's just become so fucking irritating that I actually hate fuck her when we have sex.