I'm 18 yo, from Mexico, sorry for my English. After 10 months of relationship with the woman i thought was going to marry me. In abstract, she left me in November because she was having problems at home, and i was waiting for her. But she took the selfish decision of off living me after all I did for her. Time, effort and money, that I gave her. I can't stop thinking about her. I feel so fucken depressed and I have anxiety. I haven't had female friends in a while, she was all to me. I can't trust any woman after that, I don't want to feel depressed any more. I think going my own way is the answer, i admire your conception of life, i want to be like you guys, I'm new to the MGTOW community, please give some advice, I'm facing the worst moment in my life.