I spent 99% of my adolescence and even adulthood with my mother, she has been a really nice person to me and I love her to bits, but being exclusively influenced by her caused me to devolop some disadvantages (but it also made me red pilled before finding MGTOW too).

One thing I devoloped is that I talk like women now, how you may ask? Well... you know when women talk in public they use an ingenuine smooth tone to appear nice and polite? I subconsciously picked that. When I talk with strangers I talk quietly and use a smooth voice, which does not make a good first impression and gives off the vibe that I am a sensitive person. How to get rid of it?

Second, I am an open book and talk too much about my self which I always end up furious about in hindsight. Although I talk less now, I would like to learn how to stfu and be really vague.

And third, I rarely went out growing up and spent all time playing videogames. My classmates were simps and trashy so I never had a friend, this caused me to be bad at conversations or speaking with others. The natural state I got used to was solitude. How to improve social interaction to not come off as "weird"?

Thanks.