Firstly i don't have a problem with myself.I put my life together since i learned not to be blue-pilled.But as much as i developed myself,i started to get lot of hate from outside people.What i realized is:

-I don't get a gf because i know soon or later it is gonna go s**t because of non-ending demands of women.

-I don't hold much of a friendship with people because i saw that it was not worth my time. Better to put in education or my workout.(Even my best-friends were not for me when i was in bad times when i was there for them.I passed from those times myself. So i ended most of my friendships)

-I can't be nice to people,i don't give a fuck about anyone.Because all i saw in people is trash-talking,shaming,time-wasting,ghosting and bullshitting.None of them try to get better.Everybody is into so called social media,they can't bring their heads up to look at the real world.

-I can't connect to people because i know soon or late people either start to ghost you or devalue your friendship with lot of bullshit.

-I don't like jokes because all people do when they joke is they shame or humiliate.I don't do anything but mostly put those people out of my life.(Ex:"How are you supposed to be man if you bla bla","doesn't your p***s work at all?",(All because i am a virgin),etc..)

Secondly,i am not a black-pilled person.I can easily do a work or task given at me. I have a good education and so on.I have lot of future dreams for myself but it can't be said for building friendships or family.I don't have a problem with people when working,i can get on pretty good at that level, but i can't connect with anyone in personal level.

(Swallowing redpills almost for 2 years)

I easily do my family work (i am 22 yo,single) when i am given task(help for house chores) ,i still live with my parents but i will try to move out to far away after graduating or finding a job.But i can't get on with them in personal level.

All i want is to move out to a house myself alone,maybe retire early.Books,music,education,workout.. That's all i want.