I know what the "GTOW" part means but there's right ways to go about things. I have very little to do with women now, I'm not interested in dating, not even interested in banging them anymore. I'm perfectly fine with PH: the clean up is simple and I get to nut when I want and no risk of an 18-year sentence with a nutcase.

I'm reaching 40 pretty fast, some of my friends both M & F are enjoying their single life, dating, but one in particular seems to be getting into a serious relationship. I was like him once but when the one I loved died many years ago the ideas of forming a family died with her. I dated 2 women after her but one had major ex-husband baggage and the last was a banshee with mental problems. Now when a girl smiles at me at the store I just give a tiny smile back, a small nod and maybe a hello. But it ends there. At the end of the day I just want to eat my food, Netflix, hop on my gaming laptop and go to sleep whenever I want, go wherever I want, buy whatever I want. And once in a while I'll rub one out easy peasy. I think I'm just not pushing myself enough to be better.