It takes a long time and a lot of dark nights to reprogram your mind and GYOW. Everything I read about what a man is, how men are or what they're expected to do is all wrong.

What a man is is still a complete mystery; or to each man he defines what he is.

Women can try and tame men, and women cannot u derstand why a man would want to separate himself from society and people to be closer to the Eternal because no matter how much more difficult life is for a man it is actually a favoring if you change your perspective.

Women worry, nag, and care about what people think because they over-value this world. This world is not important, and the help a man gets is not from society or other people, but from a Light that is within himself.

You can get closer to this Light or Inner Guide in the wilderness alone. Far away from cities or people, you'll find the truth. Don't listen to women for they have nothing of importance to say, because they get help because they are weak and cut off from the Eternal.

They are not wise, and they know nothing of men other than sex.