Hey brothers, its been a few weeks since I have posted into this sub. But I have decided what I want to do with my life in addition to joining the coast guard. I had a realization while sitting down and thinking, and when I have finally achieved my realization my anger at woman and the world is beginning to subside eventhough it is still here I know that when I start to make major moves, my rage will soon come to an end.

I'd like to talk about my rage for woman. In particular my Ex. Now, I have been mulling over her betrayal and all the individual things she has done that screwed me over. I would always ask.....why? how could she do this to me?

It was then when I REALLY GOT IT asking myself this question is like asking: "Why do Lions want to eat gazelles? Why do hornets sting? Why do sharks attack you when they detect your blood?" the answer is simple...it is in their nature. This is known by most of you but I actually get this....its in their nature to do these things, to seek the higher deal....its like watching an animal in the wild the way woman act.

It was in that moment that I lost hatred of her...she was doing what's according to her nature. She is nothing but an animal who is trying to realize her biological mission as well as to live her individual life to the best of her ability before she becomes old and grey and dies and loses everything.

But in realizing it I have realized my nature as a man to succeed in this life....to make myself the best I can be and to go my own way. My road is gonna be long I can tell but I can see myself doing something great and the best part is when I do the glory will be all mine and I wont have to share it with her.

I know that in my domain I will become great I don't even wish her any ill will or failure...however if she does come back to me and ask to be apart of my life I will let her.

After all, when I achieve my goals...I could use someone to clean my shoes ;)