I’ve had sex once in my life when I was 20 at college. I’m 25 now and have come close so many other times but it just seems the gods don’t intend for me to have sex. It was not particularly great but I think because I’m not experienced or haven’t had much sex I think about it all the time. I just really want to stop letting it bother me and chase my career/business goals and let that go. It really is seeming like more trouble than it’s worth. I really don’t want a girlfriend or to ever have children I just feel like I’m missing out on a huge aspect of life and this community has been so helpful and kind to me.