I've been cheated on once, twice & this is my 3rd relationship after staying single for 5 years because of depression & anxiety of being cheated on again... here I am, got cheated on again for some guy who had a better "personality & sense of humour".

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she is 24F & I'm 26M. She told me he had better personality & a sense of humour, when I asked her did you liked kissing him & jerking him off before you went home at 12 in the night? Btw that night she told me she was going to her moms place, i went to my own moms place, she was in such a rush I wanted her to meet my parents just to say hi, she got mad at me so I told her to please go because its getting late now you need to reach home ideally by 12. She reached home at 2am because she had to wait half an hour for that guy to come meet her in a parking lot of another town. I was looking at her current location via snapchats location the thought of her cheating on me came in my mind a couple of times but I told myself that she told me she would never mess our relationship up. I caught all her texts, i saw all the snaps she sent skinny dipping at home to this other guy who had better worldly things than me... I feel like I'm done with life. I really wanted to go on in life but this is too much to handle. I have been crying since past 2 days & today I'll be going to see a psychiatrist just as i did before when I was cheated on. I'm so done with life. All every loved one just say is "I'm so sorry" there's nothing else to it I wish I would go back in time just to show her my face before she had decided to sit in that guys car at night. It hurts me so bad I really have nothing left in me anymore.