So, iv come to research MGTOW when my fiance left me.

A bit a about myself and my story

I am and never will be the woman who sleeps around and rides the "cock carousel"

I am now 30 and i lost my virginity when i was 17.

When i was 17 i met a guy who was older than me.

I was with him for nearly 10 years. We had two children together. He meant EVERYTHING to me. I stuck by him through it all.

Everything was amazing until we had our second child. He started to become abusive. I stuck by him. He changed work, changed his group of friends and he changed. I tried my hardest to stay wity him.

But then the violence began. I still tried, but then sadly i had to leave with our children. To this day is still a very angry man towards me with his nasty words infront of our children.

I don't regret having children to him, but i will never understand how a guy can change so much.

Fast forward over a year i am a single mother, ready to meet someone. Since leaving my children's dad, i only slept with one guy. So again, im not the female who would go around seeking attention. I am stronger than that and happy with who i am. I dont need validation.

So fast forward i meet a guy, who is a single dad. We get along so well. We start dating, everything is bliss.

Fast forward.. he has a crazy baby mama.. absolute insane.

So i stick by him, through the court dates for custody. Through her black mailing him to dump me or he will never see his kids again

Through him leading her on so he could see his children.. i stuck through it all

Through her telling their children to stay away from me

We get through it, i push on

Because when i love someone i give my all

I became their "step mum" i did all the school drop offs and pick ups for his children

I did the home life, cooking, cleaning.. everything.

Then he proposed, life was great. Fast forward to nearly 4 years together. ..

His baby mama is still a crazy nut job who demands things and he bends to for, because of his children. I understand

I stuck through the tornado

I did everything for him and his children. Loved them like my own

Then he started taking me for granted... started sneaking about.. started being sly.

Started only being around for his children only when they were at our house. When mine were home hed go and do what ever.. at the start i understood, he needed "me time"

But it got worse.

To the point i told him to leave because i felt like he was using me..

So he left..

And now i see he is researching all of this. He tells me of this and tom leykis

And i research it all, to see i am not that female he says i am. "Says im like them all"

So i post this, to say. Us females really arnt all the same

Some of us have been fucked over

Thought we found our forever in a guy. Then they change

I did my best I am old school, brought up proper

I put all my effort in

I am still the woman who will not sleep with many, i have morals.

I am still the woman who hopes one day who finds a guy who respects me and i will respect them

There are woman like me out there

So i guess what my post is getting at is, we are not all the same.

I find this group fascinating, i really do

And i agree, many females are so beyond fucked in the head.

But please dont say we are all the same

It would be like me saying all men are the same, yet you would disagree

If you have read my post, i thankyou