What could motivate a woman to a) self reflect and b) admit fault?

The inevitable crash into the wall.

Hamster wheel smashed so completely by the realization of what has been thrown away that all the "queen's" simps, cucks, and white knights can't put it back together and get it spinning again.

The life of a CC rider is unsatisfactory at the best of times and unbearable after the wall. GYOW.

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"At first I was happy, I felt sexually liberated. Till I realised that actually my sexlife with John had not been that bad, when our average was 1-3 times a week. I dated other men, was engaged to one after that. But, it has not been the same, John was my best friend and my best lover. The relationships I had, the sexdrive got less over time, definitely with work and hobby's. I feel like I was very unfair to John, and I realise that part of the problem was me, he had traumatic experiences and was doing well, I know that I ruined that. I hope he is doing ok. I regret not being with him each day. "

CC rider regrets