Whenever I talk with woman online or in real life . I somehow feel (I don't know why) that she has no sympathy towards me and if I commit even a smallest mistake , she will never forgive me no matter what and will not even twice before destroying my life .

I genuinely feel fear when interacting with women . I don't know how guys enter into things like relationship or friends with benefits relationship with a woman . I don't know if I am paranoid but they genuinely make me fear.