Hello to all you swallowers. (Dont google that btw) If you want more of a reference, im gonna include my first field report at the bottom of this. Firstly, I began swallowing the red pill shortly after graduating high school. I looked myself in the mirror and didn't like what i saw.(WARNING CRINGE) I was an invert. I was perverted, watched anime all the time, read manga, and wanted to go to japan and live out my life there. Now about a year and a half later, you can find me in the gym every morning at 5 am. I take it upon myself to find challenging books to read only to really say I read them. As far as women go, Ive decided that well, fuck women. I can get laid any time I want If i actually wanted to. Ive started to focus on my own life more than just being some lonely retard. I used to focus so much about how my mother ruined any trust in any woman ever, and about how i just want someone to cuddle with sometimes. I have a steady job, I leave for the Navy on October 30, 2017, and I think things are gonna work out as long as I focus on bettering both my mind and body every day. If you guys have any advice for finding LTR lemme know. Not that I need one, just that I'd like to give a try. To anyone reading this, good luck man. Just push through, Go your own way, depend on nobody but yourself, and as for women, the best advice ive ever heard on here is that if you look in the gutter, all you're gonna find is trash. A year and a half ago doesn't seem like that long ago, but its honestly been a long hard road.

Here's my first field report, Things didnt work out, but fuck it.

edit: my post got removed because apparently i cant link my past field report RIP