I sit here, methodically analyzing and trying to synergize what I've learned from this subreddit, books, blog posts, and from older men that are much more wise than I am. It's not exactly where logic begins and irrational, uncontrolled emotion ends, but more akin to where logic and emotion meet.

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This, my friends, is the breaking point. The critical zone, the juncture, the moment of self awareness and the ability to use your iron will fueled by rage of blue pilled days past to forge a better future for yourself and for what's important to you.

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You know deep down that the AWALT is only a matter of time (when), not if. You've experienced some of the horror stories and incidents described on this subreddit; those aren't just other people's stories, those are all potentially blue pilled you in this timeline or another.

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A new business, the grind; pursuing your dreams, envisioning a future beyond the problems of today. Future you, is still you; and future you is counting on you to make the decisions that will snowball into cumulative momentum, a force of nature that is constructive rather than destructive in nature.

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That decision point might be after uncertainty, and shit ain't going well. Bills to pay, work bullshit, life bullshit, etc.

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But when it hits, you'll know what it is.

A clear conflict between the heart, the soul, and the mind. Years of indoctrination vs logical thought, with the blue pill programming tugging on your heartstrings, doubts, fears, and emotions in insidious ways to an extent that you're just starting to finally realize.

You're sitting down at a coffee shop and you're looking at your phone.

You know you shouldn't spend any more time or energy toward the pursuit of female companionship.

You've experienced what it's like to make that choice over your actual dreams and goals.

You feel obligated to build your own tribe and have kids and shit. To potentially find a NAWALT that won't AWALT.

You see the disconnect behind the layers of makeup, their actions, and their words.

How could something that appears so innocent and demure contain or hide something that is so repelling, evil, and rotten to the core?

"This won't be me, I've swallowed the red pill and inoculate myself daily against thottery, I know what i'm up against"

Then you realize that amongst all the red pill revelations and unmasking of women from "The Predatory Female" and "The Anatomy of Female Power", the truth is hard to accept but you'd rather live a life of hard truths than continue to live comfortable lies.

You reclaim who you were before puberty kicked.

As much as you'd like to hit up the FWB(s) or female friends of yours, you don't.

You pursue your dreams and passions instead, even if this means doing jack all shit instead of pursuing the plantation.

Specifically: This means even if you spend 20 hours staring at 2B's ass in Nier:Automata, it's a more constructive use of your time and energy. You'd even realize that the female characters in Nier:Automata, with their mystical feminine appearance and demure, are designed by a man, similar to how the male sculptors captured the essence of the female form in Greek statutes in ancient times.

You'd realize that the feminine ideal that you've been chasing all your life, is and has always been, in fact, an ideal, a characterization of what we'd like women to be, but sadly are not. As Thanos once said, "Reality is often disappointing", and the reality here is that women cannot live up the ideal and pedestal that they've been put upon time and time again throughout history.

It is to the extent and point in this society where women are becoming more like sex dolls, and sex dolls are becoming more like women. The inherent character qualities that man seeks in a female companion are an ideal women will never reach - with the world already on her silver platter, why should or would she reach beyond or strive to change?

“Only woman can break the vicious circle of man’s manipulation and exploitation – but she will not do it. There is absolutely no compelling reason why she should. It is useless to appeal to her feelings, for she is callous and knows no pity. And so the world will go on, sinking deeper and deeper into this morass of kitsch, barbarism, and inanity called femininity. And man, that wonderful dreamer, will never awaken from his dream.”

- Esther Vilar, The Manipulated Man

The Buddha's dying advice about women:

Then the Venerable Ananda said to the Blessed One: "How, Lord, should we conduct ourselves towards women?"

"Do not see them, Ananda."

"But, Lord, if we do see them?"

"Do not speak, Ananda."

"But, Lord, if they should speak to us?"

"Then, Ananda, you should establish mindfulness."