Ah, what a year. The things women did to me in 2018. How many times did I need to put myself in these horrible situations to realize just how stupid I was? Let's recap.

  • My ex-girlfriend borrowed 2k from me for a trip to Vegas, saying she would pay me back within a week. She never paid me back. Then I left her.
  • I got kicked out of my new girlfriend's apartment by her roommate, who was upset I ignored her existence and wouldn't "be her friend", and, as a result, lived homeless for two weeks.
  • While I was homeless, I tried to go back home. My sister tells my family she refuses to allow them to allow me back in for any time, saying I'd take up too much room, as she already is sick of having to see my dad, who is paying for all her bills. This left me with no where to go.
  • I bought a woman at work (we're talking a 1/10, miles below any girl I've been with's league, someone I would never have interest in) a pizza from her favorite place to cheer her up when she was sad. She reported me for harassment. Thankfully, even the other women at work laughed knowing there's no way I was interested in her, and they saved me.
  • A woman at work befriended me, gained my trust, learned I was bootstrapping my own business on the side, helped me with it, pretended to be invested in my movement toward freedom, then reported me for it and got me fired, hence why I was living with my girlfriend and her roommate and accepting random female roommates, like this next one.
  • The next place I moved, I got an unbelievable deal, and so in my financial desperation accepted even though the landlord/ future roommate was coming off psychotic and obsessed. She was also a 1/10 and, completely unprovoked, started treating me like her boyfriend, despite no interest shown on my end. Two nights into my stay, I was sleeping at 1am, when suddenly the doorbell started ringing furiously. It appeared both roommates were home and no one was coming out, so it couldn't have been one of their friends. So I went to the kitchen to get protection in case someone was fucking with us. Suddenly, the door gets kicked in. It's her, furious I wasn't awake to answer the door for her, even though she has her own key, and even though she told no one she was leaving and would need help getting back in. She yells and throws the keys at me. I say nothing, go to my room, and start looking for a new place. She begs and cries outside the door for days, asking me to talk to her. I call my dad in fear, wondering what I should do. SHE EAVESDROPS and uses pieces of the conversation against me in unsolicited essay texts. I again say nothing but that I'm looking for a new roommate. A week later, I'm hanging out with my girlfriend at her house when I get a text from the roommate telling me I'm kicked out. That I'm "playing the victim" and that I am vile and that I have only a few hours to get my things and leave before she calls the police and throws my things on the curb.
  • And the cherry on top. A girl from work, maybe a 4/10, again, constantly berates me for "not being good at my job". One night at the bar, she's there and so is my girlfriend. My girlfriend leaves to go to the bathroom. Girl from work says, "I'm so desperate, I'd have sex with you tonight if you want." Oh, wow! Thanks!

I discovered MGTOW three months ago, well into my relationship with my current girlfriend. My current girlfriend is very, very good to me. But I, of course, know better than to think that could last forever. I've thought of ending it. But it's so hard. She gives me absolutely zero reasons to. She pays 60% of the money between us. She cooks. She surprises me almost every week. She's been faithful. I've never seen another guy in her phone. And she's great at her job. Never complains. Never nags.

The simp in me lives through her. She is basically grandfathered into a relationship with me, despite my awakening. But I know when it ends with us, I can't imagine even trying to talk to another woman again. She knows I have no plans of ever marrying or under any circumstances cohabitating with a woman, ever again, for the rest of my life.

Before you berate me for my literal insanity, please understand I was raised by a single mom and two sisters who wouldn't let my father breathe and who currently have my father enslaved. I was a soy boy, feminist, beta cuck who glorified women and only got girls all these years because I had a job on TV and probably had that job from being good looking. It took me ten extra years to learn how to be a man on my own. This past year was a huge awakening for me.