Who ? Me.I saw a video of adults pranking babies and it was beautiful...I never wanted kids to be honest.Now I know that even if I make them with a woman,they are not mine(I do not mean paternity fraud),they belong to the state and their mother.I felt weak,emasculated and unable to do anything about it.Half of my weak sobs were about anger,the other half were about desperation.Plus,now I just want to pump and dump more out of spite,because I know the outcome will always be the same...even if I commit or not...