I actually used to like the idea of having a son that I could teach all my knowledge to, that could inherit my future wealth and "carry on my legacy". But I also secretly thought that having a daughter would be a big waste, and a huge disappointment and to be honest a nightmare. The thought of tossing a coin 50/50, I always hated that. That was years ago, now it is a distant fantasy and I know it will never happen, even surrogacy is risky. Man fuck this shit