Right now I'm trying to go my own way. I don't hate women at all, but I've had my fair share of difficult experiences with dating and such. I haven't had a girlfriend in a year or so and wasn't looking for one. That is, until I met this woman at work. Solid 10/10 in my book. I mean, not only was I not in her league, we weren't even playing the same game she was so hot.

The last couple of weeks she caught me looking at her ass. Well, what do you expect me to do when you wear teeny tiny "shorts" that could pass as underwear in some countries. I couldn't get enough of her tight little ass. Eventually she looked back at me and gave a smile with a "hehehe why don't you just ask me out?". Oh boys, the hormones were going out of control in my mind. I could feel the hormones coursing through my veins. So I asked her out. Maybe this time would be different, maybe she liked me for who I am! Right? Wrong...

I took her to a decently expensive place. I know gender equality blah blah we should split the bill blah blah. But my dad raised me by saying that the man always pays for the first date. I always have whether we hit it off or not. It's just the "nice guy" in me I guess. We were having good conversations and I was still in disbelief that such a gorgeous woman was interested in me in a romantic way.

For context, I am an armed guard for a public school district and she is a teacher. I make quite a bit more money than a teacher for the simple fact that I have to carry a gun and risk my life if shit ever hits the fan. The conversation continues throughout appetizers and then dinner comes. We talk about the food and somehow we got on the subject of plans for the future. She wants to become an assistant principal, yadda yadda. I eventually told her I'd like to quit my Security job soon and take a pay cut to pursue a field of work I'm more passionate about.

Well fuck me twice for actually having desires in life beyond money. She just said "oh...ok...a pay cut?". The rest of the conversation was dry and surface level. She thanked me for dinner with a half assed side hug and we went our separate ways. School is out now so I dont see her around anymore. But I hope I've learned my lesson this time, fellas. Shame on me for thinking this hot red head wanted me for who I am and not my bank account...