When I first took the red pill I wanted to die. It opened every door of emotion. It blew my mind. Love, relationships, monogamy.... it's all fake. All of it. How the fuck is it possible to feel a certain way about someone and they simply see you as a disposable entity ready to disown you the moment your use to them ends. That realization took me to suicidal depths. It felt pointless. I thought to myself for a second what if I can just unlearn it all and plug back in forget it existed.

No. The truth cant be unlearned. If I ever got into a relationship or fell in love id be miserable and unhappy. I'd be knowingly going into it with the realization that she will never feel the same.

I'd rather die living a life I loved then stay alive and be miserable. There's no way I'm choosing to live in that misery again.

Free yourselves men. No more dying and being miserable behind a farce. Behind the propaganda and fairy tale called love.

GYOW gentlemen.