I always used to have hope in finding a God woman because my grandma was the only good woman I ever knew that was totally true....I was wrong. My mother (who is separated from my father, and I should mention this is my father's mother) told me the story when she got a little tipsy of how my grandfather died.

I was always told my grandfather died of "alsymers" which... I dont think is a thing. Things trickled out from time to time and figured out he was a drunk and probably died from liver failure.

What really happened..... my grandmother and grandfather had couple friends who were best friends for a long time. As soon as my grandfather's best friends wife died my grandmother left him for the newly widowed ( I dont know if that's the right word) husband.

My grandfather lost his best friend and wife just like that. Who knows how long she they were having a relationship in the background. He was so devastated he started drinking himself to death, and shortly after did.

I am taking this year off from dating. I have been with several mentally unstable women who seemed perfect at the beginning. Even the ones without "mental disorders" (excuses for being a deviant) proved to be morally unhinged people.

I'm still hopeful theres still one out there that understands loyalty and morality. Time will tell.

Best wishes to anyone out there who has been betrayed. They dont deserve our time or effort. Do you, learn guitar, get a motorcycle.