I do not respect women. A lot of the issues in my life have involved women. Including family members. In no way am I blaming them for my problems directly however, I can not act like these things did not contribute to my situation. I do not hate women, however how do I handle these feelings?

I have been let go from jobs because of accusations. Kicked out of institutions because of exaggerated instances and even jailed for sensationalized episodes that were blown out of proportion.

I even have been cut off from family members due to an angry woman.

I have cheated on women in the past, however I have made a valient effort to become a better human being and understand why I should do so.

However, growing up with a single mother who abused me I'm sure did not help either.

After taking the red pill, and getting past the red pill rage, I have no desire to interact with women.

Any advice or insight?