Having a hard time sleeping lately. I posted a few months ago that my daughter's mom died losing a 5 year battle with heroine addiction. She would do well for 6-9 months and for whatever reason fall off the wagon like clockwork. The last time nobody was around to find her in time from a bad batch. Our daughter is now 11. Before her addiction she had custody and was generally a good mother and also a good mother when sober. I was one of the lucky few that actually never got divorced raped by the ex wife or even taken for child support. When she started using and I took custody I didn't take her to the cleaners for cash either. 

Lately it hits me hard when I see the post where you guys are getting child/divorced raped. It's shitty both parties fucking do this to each other and I hate the women who do this. 2 parents will always be better than 1. Even more so with the comfort both are still alive. As much we can't stand the woken especially when they are raping our banks and eating us alive, I just hope none of you have to go through the experience of picking your young kid up from school to explain to them there other parent is dead.     Not sure where I'm going with this just feeling somber and thinking as much as my ex drove me crazy and pissed me off, I certainly never wanted this future for her at 30 years old, nor my daughter having to go through a loss like this at 11. They may be crazy entitled bitches, but when kids are involved it's not about ourselves anymore.