So I spent most of last night scrolling through here, following an argument with my live-in landlady. She spoke to me like absolute shit for... hold on a minute, as I was writing this she just called me to go out of my way to find her ATM card even though if i did find it she couldn’t possibly use it right now at the gas station in the next county. Anyway, she had a go at me because of the state of the kitchen, despite the fact that I’ve been single handedly keeping it clean for her, my effeminate roommate and his girlfriend. No one else had cleaned but had messed it up after I cleaned it earlier and just left it. So anyway I was scrolling down this sub raging last night and it got me thinking about exes and stuff. Then it got me thinking about how I still buy weed off a bitch that falsely accused me of rape when I was 16 because her friends in school teased her for fucking me. I wont go in to details but I was already on thin ice legally speaking, nothing sexual but still enough to make any potential punishment much worse. I’m 19 and I’ve spent the last 5 years chasing bitches only to be disappointed after a few months or even one night. The more I think about it the less non-toxic women in my life I can think of. Now i’m remembering how much money I was earning and saving when I broke up with my psycho ex and stayed single for a while, only to blow my savings on hookers, dates expensive clothes to impress women when I felt lonely.

It’s time for change.