I'm suffering right now, im shaking, im so scared and it's all my fault. I'm supposed to be graduating in 20 days, not just that I'm ligned up for basic training in 25 and I could have just thrown it all away.

Why? Well about month ago I let some chick convince me that hooking up in a school bathroom was a good idea. I knew it was shit idea but why did I let myself go into that god damn bathroom with her??

Guess what, we didn't even hook up because I was disgusted by the idea of it so I stopped it before intercourse proceeded, but I'm still getting punished because it looked sketch on camera. I left my administeratators office a few minutes ago and I'm so angry at myself for potentially throwing it all away because of some broad I cut off a month ago.

I'll be sure to update you guys on my situation