I have been red pilled a few months ago and I have never talked about it with anyone yet.

I'd like to mention some of the things that happened to me, and hopefully those younger than me might learn from it.

List of some absolute me being a p%%y moments: can I say pu@!y at this site?

  • I used to always devote everything I have, time, money and energy for whoever I am with only for it to end and all of what I have invested in the relationship gone.

  • Got dumped for a wealthier dude.

  • Blamed MY OWN MOTHER for things just to side with my Ex-wife who I later found out that she was cheating.

  • Got blamed for my failed marriage because I worked 16 hours a day 6 days a week just to afford for my ex her show offs among her peers.

  • At one point I had a cable on my neck trying to kill myself as I no longer have reasons to live after I failed so hard.

  • Putting too much effort in women ruined my career.

  • Became an alcoholic at 18! because of a break up

  • I had always prove how much of a "man" I am while wife can never have to be your "traditional" woman.

  • She was a feminist so we agreed on no Islamic " end of contract money" as it's like buying women but, you guessed it, I was threatened by law to pay 5000$. I didn't.

  • I once cleaned after a vomiting girlfriend as she is "the one" only to leave me for not accepting her male friends

Now, I live on my own terms. I left the whole country and going after my dream job. I no longer seek anyone. I am still 26 so I have time to catch up after all of my failures.

I did notice what was wrong. I would be attracted to losers and help them up as I was too scared to face my own shortcomings. I always wanted to be the hero boyfriend who fixed everything. I never got to be and I never fixed my own BS. Now is the time for that!