How funny my mind set changed since I went my way and monked. Before I use to crave attention from females . I used to like them liking me felt kinda way when a girl I coukd like be chilling with some dude. Heart burns men. Now I absolutely dgaf I see women now I don't hate but already predict their attitute or game. I don't see a loving sweetness I see manipulation I turn the tvs same see a girl in skin tight clothes make up I see the deception. Advertisements I see it. Now I am cool with somw but don't care who they with I treat em slightly less than I treat my homeboys I got a clear head all women tripping thoughts are out cos I don't let their moves get me to the point I worry .I just smooth sail now I got time for a career and multiple hobbies - fragnance collection watches collection flying drones calligraphy guitar . Feel so much at peace. What a life to live.