The result of taking heavy dosages of daily red pills and realizing that my suffering is the result of being blue pilled and blind to female nature in my youth, is that now all I see around me is bullshit and cuckery.

I can no longer watch or digest tv, films, politicians, news,couples in the street, or cucks and white knights in the office. Is this what they call the red pill grief cycle?

The other day I saw some poor simp trying to sway some bitch —who he thought he was dating or something, to kiss him by sticking out his cheek and pouting his lips in pure blue pill simp fashion. The bitch had her hand arms crossed and her face was stone cold. Poor bastard.

The red pill has broken my reality. Before I married my stbx, she was just a FWB that came and went. I married her because one night she dropped by and dropped the news on me that she was pregnant. Now that I think about it - it was quite the show. She broke into tears, backed up against the wall, slid down with her back against the wall to her knees with all the theatrics to prompt me into comforting her and telling everything would be ok. The more I digest red pills and think about the circumstances the more I’m starting to think I was cucked - betabuxed. I was in my early 20s, a college graduate and established in a career with growth potential. She was a bar hopping thot who had not and still has not worked a day in her life. Fuck man.