I've heard one MGTOW that says this, and I think it's spot on. Be it the pain, suffering that brought to the RP, or if it was some sort of weird feeling about the world and people around you that was off to you.

To suggest you just willingly accepted something that 1% of the men it'd shown to even dare consider researching, digesting, going through the initial rage etc.

I think you really need to consider that maybe it's not even a choice for you. No matter what you do, even if you take the plunge to marry. There will always be something in your head buzzing telling you, something is wrong in a blue pill relapse. After you truly internalise it and don't use it as a mere rebound of anger, it has chosen you.