Oh, my god. I am disgusted. I am still losing weight. (And I'll post my before and after look weight loss). But there's a shit ton of fat cucks in the major city that I'm living in. There are some skinny ones, too. They all give off cuck vibes. I am fucking disgusted.

I understand some of you don't want to get fit to get screwed over, because you just got attractive. Some of you told stories, how quick people become loyal to you, when you improve. And when you don't, well, they dump you right quick. People have self interests and are very fickle, depending on certain circumstances.

For me, I'm getting out of this cuck-fat zone. I was never this average kind of fat. I was perfectly fit before I had a girlfriend. I was able to fit in 32w- 32L. The bitch decided just tore my heart out. Now, I'm working out every morning. And it's great. But it's a digusting reminder when I see fat men.

When I see fat men, they don't show a sense of capabilities or confidence. To me, they could be useless. I'm going back to how my body was.

I've been around fat men, before. They're usually so white knights. Eagerly defend women's arguments, because I called them out. It's sickening. I have heard some of them betrayed for pussy. Granted, Chads do it too, but less?

I actually don't trust fat men. Not at all. There's constant mockery against heroes, (white knights), and don't have any sympathy toward heroes.

I seem to relate more with strong men. I always look up to strong-alpha types. There's a lot to learn from ruthless men. It seems villians are better appreciated. By women (and men.) Mostly women, though.

Seriously, I want to move out of the city. The city is making me soft. I'm making plans to live out the country side. I prefer to live in the wild, set traps, and build a cabin. There's nothing here in the city. Just the same shit.