The only reason why i wanted to GMOW is due to lack of intimacy or pussy in short term. I tried setting up online dating, tinder whatever you can think of, I tried it. I've grown tired on chasing women. It's unhealthy and certainly something that I would like to avoid to help improve and set myself up to be the best version I can be.

Probably too ugly too date or even get remotely close to a girl without feeling so awkward (beta) weird towards them. Every girl I meet, I immediately fall her charms.

But that's besides the point. I'm trying to abstain myself from getting too hooked on women. I want to do what I want, be what I want to be and not have a single ounce of care for women.

I wouldn't mind paying for sex to reward myself after a tiring week or just to let it out once in awhile. Is just that it can be sickening from my view that whenever I do something or get into situations like clubs where I would want to enjoy with my mates, I get reminded of what a loser am I for clubbing and not bagging a chic back home. I do love clubbing but it's hard to club without getting sex out of the way.

Any kind mates on here could enlighten me with knowledge and experience? I'm 24 this year. Never had a girlfriend but had a few ons. Just that I'm getting sick and tired of trying to fight that need to find a girl to bang or date. I want to spend more time on myself if that helps.