Needless to say about 8 months ago A girl approached me and she was very nice. She seemed like a very nice girl and I had to stop talking her simply because I was too shy. Unfortunately she was not a quote on quote nice girl. She added me on her instagram at that time and what I found completely turned me off. She had several slutty pictures of herself and looked strung out on drugs. Once again I was let down by the female sex because when I first met her I thought she wasn’t like that. I felt desperately dissapointed and did some soul searching for awhile. Im now saying fuck it, im going monk mode and I am completely turned off by females at this point. Im not turned off by their looks because I still am attracted to them however I have no more emotional connection to women anymore. Everything I was taught about how women are was a lie and I am now experiencing that falsehood first hand. Just when I thought I had found a nice girl my reality was shattered.