I've been officially avoiding women for a solid 6 months now. Last straw was a girl I went on a date with tried to get me to shave my head. I've been growing my hair out for over a year because I like it, like I actually properly take care of my hair so it looks healthy. Not exactly stereotypical male behavior, which apparently is a problem for some people. So I have no use for those people. I don't fuck with anyone except myself now. If people come to me, they can follow but I'm not chasing anyone anymore.

Now I'm just saving my money and I can laugh to myself when I hear people excited about payday, and I haven't checked my balance in a month because I'm so far ahead that I don't even have to care how much money I have. I just dropped $750 on Browns season tickets just because I can and I've always wanted to buy season tickets one year. I'm now at a point where I can legitimately consider buying myself a second car just for the fuck of it, and it's fucking awesome.