The last time I tried to get attached to a woman or get a date was in mid January, I did succeed in getting a date but it totally sucked and made me wonder if getting pussy is worth all that trouble...

I have been a beta orbiter and chasing women (mostly online) for my entire adult life, with moderate success. I used to have a new crush pretty much every month because things never worked out with anyone and I was rejected a lot (literally hundreds of times).

I have made a fool out of myself while chasing women, even to the point of showing up at their doorstep with a suit on, flowers in my hand, and a love letter, only to get coldly rejected. I have written love letters to at least a dozen women in my life, and I have realized that women don't care about that shit, they literally are incapable of deep feelings like a man is, they are ALL, without a single exception, completely shallow creatures.

Love between and man and a woman doesn't exist, love only exists between parents/children or with your pet. What you feel for women is desire and some kind of a delusional feeling that they will fulfil your life somehow - they will not. In fact they will fuck up your life every time and all they can offer you is a few minutes of pussy. Yeah it feels nice to cuddle and go on dates and shit like that, and that is fine, but as soon as a woman starts to demand something of you, cut her off...

And NEVER EVER worry about their feelings, because like I said THEY DO NOT HAVE FEELINGS (!!!), they can only manipulate but they don't have any real feelings of any kind, they are not complete humans like men are, they are basically made for reproducing and giving you some pleasure from time to time. They are basically objects or pets, with the exception that pets actually have feelings and care about you.

I have literally started to enjoy mentally abusing women, after years of being tormented by them, it feels extremely good to get one up on these demons.