Hey all,

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I just wanted to say thank you to all of you for being there for me when nobody else was. I dated a girl for 2 years who I thought was the sweetest thing in the world to me, and that's where I was right and I was wrong. I did everything for this girl. I got an apartment with her to spend more time with her. I learned how to cook to cook for her, I learned how to work on cars to fix her car. I learned how to be more caring and open because of her. And most importantly, I learned that she cheated on me with multiple men because I wasn't enough for her and she wasn't happy.

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I'm a pretty analytical guy, I always look at things and think what is right and what is wrong and what is best for me but, I never realized that you could be both right and wrong at the same time. Where was I right? I was right that she was the sweetest girl to me. Where was I wrong? That I haven't had a girl that cared for me more than she did, I deserve a better woman in my life. This is where the hard part comes in, AWALT.

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Being cheated on was the worst feeling in the world but why? I keep thinking over and over and over and over and I just couldn't understand why it hurt so fucking bad, or why it even hurt at all. Then I realized, the reason why cheating hurt so bad was because I put in so much in to this girl which means, I lost so bad. I spent so much time, money and effort on someone that was "free". Imagine paying 2 years of your money and time to buy a house just to find out that the house was free. This is where the "I'm such a stupid piece of worthless shit" feeling comes in. Realizing all the things in life you could of had if you did not waste it on a woman, that's what fucking hurts.

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All the money I spent fixing her car, I could have spent on making my truck better. All the money that I spent on an apartment, I could have made a down payment on a house. All the time I listening to her crying about how unhappy she is, I could of spent on being with my friends and being happy. Do you know what the real knee slapper is? Woman always want a man who has more but every time a man ends up with a woman, he always ends up with less.

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Oh and another thing "videogames". Another one of the reasons she cheated on me was because I played to much videogames. I quit playing video games for the past 6 months to see if I had a problem and the results came back negative. I don't have a problem, I don't have an "addiction", I just enjoy playing video games. Although I did get somthing positive out of quitting playing video games for 6 months. I learned that I do enjoy other things in life like going quad riding and going dirt bike riding. I just never went quad riding or dirtbike riding because I don't have a quad or dirt bike. I never had a quad or dirtbike because I never had money to buy one. I never had money to buy one because well, you guessed it, I wasted it on a worthless whore!

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Thank you guys, I know I'm not stupid, I just made a stupid mistake. That is where MGTOW has benefitted me. It's not about making you go to the gym or buy fancier cars to impress more woman, it's about doing what you want to do for you.

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TLDR: I'm not stupid, I just made a stupid mistake.