any opinons on this situation? im all for the AWALT thing but i have this girl tht id have kids with. please understand its just kids, im not about the love bullshit and i told her that even though she keeps on with it. point is the more we talk the more im like eww but i feel like because she tried years ago i should dismiss her sexual past. she told me she has had sex with almost 100 men, my count is over 100 women. we met back in college when she was a virgin or at least had a way lower count and she tried to get with me and i rejected her, so it like if i had kept her back then her number wouldnt be so high., so i cant be too mad about it but i still feel a way. lastly she most def falls under AWAlt but the difference with her is she seems to be open to her flaws and has actually said sorry. so im thinking she is teachable? this all comes from the part of me that still wants a family since i literally have none. i was a t a point where i accepted il never have one and was good with tht but theres still that really small part that is giving this a go. I will never marry her, i will never tell her i love her, i will never do the feelings things cuz its all bullshit. i just want kids but i feel like thats going to bite me in the ass. anyway thanks for reading fellas, felt good to vent