I have been reading TRP for nearly one year but still have lots of problems. I know having lots of problems is normal for one year but it feels like there is no progress.

Quick presentation of myself: 20 years old. 125 lbs, 5 ft 9 inches.(I have started to gym two weeks ago) Face is not really bad but kinda childish.

While these were happening I was in a small city. So when you go to airport service you know that everybody on that bus is going to same place and bus takes 40-50 minutes.

In the bus, because there were no other seats a HB8 sit next to me. I was reading book and 2-3 minutes I have done nothing. First she spoke with her bf and opened a game from her phone. I waited the first match to end and then I said “I’ll download, too and I challenge you.”, she said okay then. She answered all my questions nicely about game until I download. But because the problems of the game we couldn’t play together so I said “Whatever I deleted it.” and started to open a new conversation. Asked some questions about school, the city we two go etc. She answered all the questions shortly and never asked to me. After a while she also closed the game and started to watch outside from opposite window. That time I knew that she was bored of my beta interaction. So I surrendered and put my headphones on. In the airport I made my check-in right behind her but after she made her check-in, she went to the other side of the airport.

In the bus I thought what could I do and found something like “I’m boring let’s talk.” Or “You have to ask back, it’s kindness.” but I don’t know would these be true or not and why they are not coming to my mind at the needed time.