Hi all, first of all sorry long post,

This is what happened to me, made me go MGTOW. I used to be an idealistic cuck. Then I met the mother of my son. She was 35 years at that point, about to hit the wall. We were together for 4 weeks when she got pregnant.

she just stopped taking birth control without telling me, lied about it. I wanted her to keep the child, since I am against abortion. She was a single mother already, had a son from another father. I treated him like my own blood, went from cuck to simp. I didnt mind back then, being the naive I Idiot I was. And I loved him like my own son. Simp stuff.

Then she started getting ever more abusive. Smacking me in the face, and verbal abuse. I never struck back. Then I had a mental breakdown, so I left her for a few weeks. But I went back to her, because a father has responsibilities, right? Stupid. I had just finished uni, but then I worked at a factory at the assembly line. For 3 years. I paid the bills, I payed the rent, tried to do everything for the kids.

She hit me all the time, abused me verbally, and threw me out of the apartment, but I always came back. She used the kids to manipulate me. The good in me was used against me, so she was holding me hostage. At some point I couldnt take it anymore and I didnt come back anymore.

Deeply in debt, a broken man reduced to nothing. Then I started taking drugs and started drinking to forget. I had lost all my friends. Aďdicted to weed, cocaine, medication. Edit: But I got over my drug problems.

After I recovered. I opened a bar, something like a night club, where people can party all night and dance. I became an Alpha. Then all these cheap whores ( most of them single moms) came to me for free drinks. They wanted the alpha. I had lots of sex. Fuck buddies.

But I am sick and tired of this fuckery. I stopped fucking around, it was harming my business.

I have six employees, I cant put my dick first.

All of this made me go MGTOW, now I send these bitches away. I flirt with them to so they spend their money.

Now I am free. I love it.

TL;DR:

Abused by ex, tricked into pregnancy, got fucked over, went from cuck to simp , payed rent, bills, now disillusioned father, took red pill, then opened a night club, became an alpha, went MGTOW, now I send these bitches away.

Edit: Yes I do party and I drink sometimes. Maybe once or twice a month.But not in my club. I party somewhere else, but most of of my time is dedicated to my business.