I have read post from here for a number of months, but did the TRP thing and got laid a number of times. Then I fucked up and ended up screwing my good looking female 3rd cousin that worked as a stripper because she got me drunk for the first time in my life and as the free spirit type fucked for fucks sake.

I know what I decided while intoxicated to do was abnormally stupid, but with TRP guys just told me to go fuck my cousin again. I wasn't even really planning to do so and she made it sound like what we did was the end of the world, but then she asks me one day to come over again and pulls out beer. Before long I end up fucking her again, because she said the taboo factor was thrilling.

If my mind would have been even the smallest bit clear I would have known sailing into this vast ocean filled with black flags was a bad idea. Yes people not red flags, but black as tar flags of death. I just couldn't see them with all the focus I had on getting the 15 minutes of mind blowing sex.

The first thing that goes wrong is I find out there is in fact a boy friend because the 6'4 white knight shows up to the house while my parents are visiting me. Once I opened the door he started screaming that he is going to murder my ass for sleeping with his girl. I was scared shitless, if I am going to drop the hold frame bro BS and tell you guys the truth. If my dad didn't help back me up when telling him to leave, this could have been a real bloody mess.

But that's not all guys, oh no because there was guy claiming to be a lawyer as well fucking her and he threatened to pull out some obscure law in this state on incest against me. I am no legal expert here so I had to go visit a lawyer and ask if this law even existed. Thankfully I found out he was full of shit, but then the next night my tires were slashed.

Is my torment done yet, nope and nope! Because after I told her that I didn't want to deal with her huge pile of fucking baggage my cousin then demanded I pay her money for knocking her up. When I said only with a DNA test proving it's mine, she threatened to tell the whole family we fucked while blaming me for ever fucking her in the first place.

The only reason this didn't blow up in my face is because I called out the bluff knowing if she really did tell people her social status would have been trashed. Angry she didn't get her way, for over a week I got some of the most crude and abusive text messages I've ever seen in my life.

Then out of the blue she sends a nice message with a short apology that I don't read for two days. At first if I am going to be honest, I did have fairly strong feelings for her and I did feel enough pity to respond with a maybe. It soon led to having thoughts of trying to make some kind of fly by night relationship work for the crazy 11/10 sex. Yes guy's at this point the giant flags pointed to insanity, but being a male in my 20's it was hard to slam that door.

But I collected myself and proceeded to ghost her. Now that I've had time to think, I can't believe what I subjected myself to doing. Also can't believe that I thought fucking her was going to end well. When she talked about eating a new dick every week and how much of a pain being hounded by her exes was. Then adding the fact we are family members just made it all 10 times worse. I feel ill just thinking about what I allowed myself to get sucked into because of my damn thirsty dick.