I’ve never felt better in my life, even though my life situation wouldn’t be considered ideal by many people’s standards. As far as where I wanted to be and where I am but I’ve accepted this is my life, I did this to myself. Once you realize you are the sole reason for your conditions in life it’s easier to assess what you need to fix, this alone helps me push forward many times when I would have pushed myself into some kind of rut. It’s a beautiful thing when your able to walk through life with a understanding of your own needs. You don’t need to cut yourself off from the outside world because it is always happening just because you choose not to allow external influences affect your mindset doesn’t mean you don’t notice. On a daily occurrence I get the snide remarks or the smirks for whatever reason on any given day but it doesn’t effect my well being, my Love for myself. Men this really is the answer to solace, a life with internal validation changes your world. Keep pushing forward, build yourself up for yourself, become what you want to be for you.