Brothers. I swallowed the red pill when I was a teenager. Due to the nature of human beings (especially women) I never believed in love or relationships. But a few months ago, while a very desperate and depressive time of my life, a gorgeous Woman entered my life. She worshipped me, she was a freak in bed, she craved me and although I saw all the red flags, I ignored them and fell in love with her. At the start it was like paradise, she was the woman of my dreams and it was the best feeling of my life, but soon she showed her true colours and our relationship turned into hell. I wasn't perfect, but I loved her with all my heart. I tried to break up with her many times, but it took a while until she gave up and stopped texting me and calling me. But now I'm a fucking mess and I miss her so hard. I need some advise brothers. Getting back together with her is no option.