I wrote this after the worse day of my life, I've had a few rock bottoms, but this one took the cake. I won't get into details but during this nightmare of 24 hours I had an appifiny to say the least. This is what I came to realize during this horrific experience, and wrote this days after.....

You can always get another house, another job, another girl friend. You can always make more money, and make more friends. The one thing you can never get back is your mental health. I was put away where everything I had was stripped from me. The house I owned, all the money in the bank, the car, the girlfriend. All of that was gone and I was left alone. The material things I acquired and my financial status did not differentiate me. I was just another body. I was with nothing but myself and my thoughts, but most importantly god. It was in this moment that I realized mostly everything is replaceable. But if I lost my sanity then I would lose everything. If I had fallen off the deep end mentally, I would never be able to obtain anything in life. Mental freedom and knowledge is power. Don't let anyone or anything take that from you. Read books, research on the internet, meditate and reflect, become spiritual. Enlighten your beautiful mind. Don't be another mindless drone on facebook and instagram. Social media is litteraly destroying creativenes and originality. The masses of society are blind sheep lining up to be slaughtered. Only your family matters and maybe a few close friends if you are lucky. Don't believe the shit everyone is trying to sell you. Get outside, turn off the technology, live below your means!!!! don't fall into the nightmare we so proudly call the "American dream".