Never told anyone this about my ex, but long story short this was a girl I had extremely strong feelings for. Anyways, hindsight is 20/20 and this memory popped in my head.

I remember we were out eating lunch and for some reason the topic of gold diggers came up. Anyways, my ex ended up telling me she used to be a member of a sugar daddy site where men literally seek out younger women to be their companions in exchange for large sums of money. My blue pill self was blinded by “true love” and I just rationalized that she had changed because of me.

In reality I should have dumped her ass on the spot. The kicker was that I was on the path to a job that was going to make me a lot of money (she knew this). Once I realized that the work was unfulfilling I decided not to pursue it. And what happened next? Yup, you guessed it...she dumped me. I was devastated at the time...hell I’ll be straight with you guys I cried like the little pussy whipped bitch that I was, I begged, it was pathetic.

Fast forward to the next girl. Classic Instagram attention whore. This girl professed her undying love for me all the time. However, I was now equipped with red pill knowledge and never emotionally invested. The second I stopped showing her attention guess what she does, she locks down a boyfriend posting pics on social media professing her “love” for him. This time I felt relieved because it finally clicked in my head how “Love” is simply a tool used by women to control men.

Moral of the story: once a slut always a slut. A Woman will say “I love you” if you are satisfying her needs (and trust me these needs continue to grow to unsustainable levels). I am grateful that I have found this path, it is my hope to create financial independence and travel solo. Social media, tinder, and “gaming” are all things of the past. Best of luck brothers.