Through out my life, from 11 - 19 (now) I've dealt with so much bullshit from women in relationships and in general it's made me realize how much I seeked approval from them and have built my life around trying to get more women and please them and ignore my own happiness for these total strangers because they were female,

I've been depressed for a while, and a lot of it has to do with me building my life around women as a natural instinct to chase them and want to have a happy life with a woman one day, but I've come to realize you can't, it's always a compromise and most females are lacking in personality and are a copy and paste of each other... They lack individual thought and seem to do only what can drive them more towards their goal of annoying or using men,

I've been in several relationships that have had me abused and mistreated... from inappropriate relationships with women much older then I was at as young as a 14 year old to taking abuse from women the same age as me, sacrificing my well being and mental state for them and it's really gone on for too long...

If anyone here can post any links or anything to get me in the right direction, it would be much appreciated.