I've had some decent relationships throughout my high school career, but I found this page my freshman year at college, and am now in my sophomore year. I've essentially given up on the idea of me being happy with a woman (I am straight btw) I just see no benefit out of it save for one thing and one thing only: Sex. I hate that sexual drive yeah it feels great when you're doing it but man I just feel so guilty with myself after doing so, and I wish it would just go away because that's essentially the last thing holding me back from just essentially casting out all nonplutonic relationships with women. Any tips on how to combat or is it something that I have to deal with?