I think I've just mentally joined the brotherhood here, but right now I feel that I still see sex with a loved woman as the peak of my life. I've already had it and that's an uncomparable thing for me. I still feel a desire to walk on a street hand in hand with a beautiful girl. That's how a social success has always looked for me. I wish I could see anything else in this world as valuable as this.

Have you found something that makes you feel the same?